Kawan = Bestfriend = Kawan

 Hye u olls , penat okay hari ni sebb first time study kat library . Penat otak , penat perasaan , penat badan dan penat hati . Yer penat perasaan sebb tengah melawan perasaan sendiri yg kecewa tapi terpaksa pesan kat hati . wahai hati sabar la . sabar la . takpe . takpe . It's gonna be okay .

Korang penah tak menghadapi situasi macam ni , which is korang kenal somebody then lama-lama korang rapat ,after that jadi best friend tapi selepas 1 tempoh akhirnya korang terpksa jadi kawan biasa semula and might be korang akan rasa ex bestfriend korang tu stranger . Yess , I feel it now .

 Korang spent time together , share all the happiness , share all the sadness , when u feel sad , he/she came and comfort u . But sadly , when the relationship getting longer , U feel that ur friend not always be at ur side anymore , not going to share anything with u , not spent time as usual . Not be the one that always be there when u need him/her although u still the same , still wish that nothing going to change ur friendship . And lastly when u see him/her , u does not feel anymore the excited feel when u see ur friend . damn it cause now I face that stupid situation . We already lost the term of friendship .

Now , my friend was not with me anymore , he's not listening to me , sharing with me anymore like before and yet we also don't have time to be spent together . hahahaha , people get boring . Yeahhh , i know that but i still not feel boring and hopefully never have that kind of feeling toward him . . . I'm crying inside . I want my bestfriend back . cause now that friend is hearing others not hearing and looking at me anymore .

p/s : kalau kau cepat buhsan , kau akan ada ramai kawan tapi susah nak dapat kawan yg bersama saat jatuh dan bangun dan setia bersama dari kau nothing to something !